dream journal

dreamed I was in a hospital

passing a doctor's office, with a television screen filled with pornography

sitting down at a table with an old acquaintance, now a missionary in southeast asia.

late

someone is about to die. they are killing him, some kind of injection

running

dream-running so slowly, trying to use hands, arms to go faster. orangoutang like.

in the room, my father sits in a chair

i am roaring at the nurse, banging things into the ground

but he is held there by his own wish to die

"i wanted to take photographs in palm springs" (but could not?)

tears, very suddenly

and then i'm awake